Saturday 1 February 2020

And so,,,,,,,

And so you are going along on what you think is the pathway which will carry you onwards for many a year ahead. You think that all is well with your life, even though you are conscious that things are bugging you in the background of your mind, but you resolutely ignore them, thinking that they are not worth paying attention to, even though you feel those thoughts bickering away for most of your waking hours.

But you try meditation, which works for a while, and then you try knitting and crochet, both of which do the same. But still those background thoughts niggle away at you.

And then come one day everything changes. Within a matter of moments they change, and your life is turned around. You find yourself on a pathway which is not the same as you were on a matter of moments ago. You feel bewildered, even angry, at the particular circumstance which has ignited this change of direction, and at those niggling thoughts which have now all very much come to the fore, to be looked at one by one, and no longer ignored.

In a nutshell, all has changed.

That is all for the moment.

All is well, and I just have to believe that it will indeed be so during the coming months.

Going forward, then, on to a different pathway........

Bye for now,



Mama Pea said...

My intuition is telling me what has happened. Waiting for you to share more when the time is right.

Denise said...

I’ve always thought that without change one never knows how far one can develop and grow. Change challenges our capabilities and then we can say, ‘I never knew I could do THAT!’ And isn’t that worth a smile and a happy heart and spirit? xx

Vera said...

MAMA PEA, bless you.......

DENISE, you are so right, I am feeling so much lighter in self now.

Tommo said...

Ooh, intriguing.

Rhodesia said...

As you say things change all the time and as we get older one never know what is around the corner. I was taken aback this week when a young girl that I used to babysit for had her 70th birthday. It was a bit of a shock.

Health is not quite as it used to be though nothing that is serious. N has Peripheral Neuropathy which he was told would not get worse, what do they know? The last 2 years have been a very difficult time for him and walking any distance now is like walking a marathon. We are still able to get around and at this stage nothing life-threatening.

Hope that you are OK and nothing is as bad as it seems. Diane

Jean said...

Oh dear, that sounds ominous. Hope that you're ok whatever the new direction is.

Vera said...

TOMMO, didn't mean to be secretive, but needed to wait a few days!

DIANE. Oh I am so sorry about the health of N. Hope his condition does not worsen. As for me, the change is not health related, although it might have been if I had kept going along this present pathway. Will write soon. Hope you are keeping well as well.

JEAN, it is not an ominous change, just a surprising one!

DUTA said...

I never think all's well in my life. That doesn't,however, make it easy for me when change happens.
'Change of direction' can be a blessing. Hopefully this is the case of the change you're referring to.